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Man, sometimes I forget what default screens for DW and LJ look like, and how much I hate them, and then I go to these sites on Chas's computer when I'm not logged in, and gah.
So, my primary computer is currently largely unusable, in that I dropped it and the plug is broken off in the socket and oh hey you can't actually connect it to power. It has about two hours' worth of battery left, at a rough guess, so at some point soonish I will be turning it on long enough to yank data, then turning it off again.
A phone call to the Asus support line revealed that they are closed until the 3rd of January. Wonderful.
Fortunately, I have a PS3 for gaming, a EEE PC for emergency personal internets, and Chas's computer for Sometimes I Want A Non-Tiny Keyboard. Plus some of what I was planning to do in the next few days involves no electronics at ALL.
I have, since Christmas, been struggling with a fresh bout of quite severe depression, for a few reasons.
On the list: my cat is dying. Also on the list: there exists in my circles of acquaintance and occasional interaction a person who is enough of an insensitive tool to respond, on the afternoon of Christmas Day, to my observing aloud that the cat - who, you understand, is diabetic - has lost weight with the statement: "That's because he's dying." It's like this person actually wants to encourage my loathing and disgust.
His death is now featuring in my nightmares.
Still, my suicide attempt on Monday was somewhat abortive and in any case thoroughly unsuccessful, and while my psychologist is currently on holiday, I do have an appointment booked for when she returns. Things will be okay.
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