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I am, now, completely and utterly out of sanity.

I am still having vertigo problems, though it's less severe, but I am now effectively completely unmedicated for depression, and currently outside medicated time for ADHD, which means that my brain function doesn't. Stimulus and response are less than completely linked, and also, my mind just fabricates problems some of the time.

I have, however, totally won today, in that I didn't have an actual breakdown at all, and when my emotional state was at risk, I handled it in ways that varied from "very well" to "flawlessly".

None of which changes the fact that right now I'm basically a crazy person. I'm not following stuff very well because there's very little I can handle, and I may be reacting with less than my customary good nature to certain stimuli.

More details on various things when I'm less tired, and can be working from my usual laptop - due to irritation with a bunch of things, it's now in the process of being returned to my preferred settings after I nuked it back to factory defaults.
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